My Life Will Bring Even The Strongest People Down

did i just lose the only person that means shit to me???

this hurts… i push everyone away even though im still deeply in love with him, it hurts. his mom is here that brings back a lot of memorys ,That hurts too . i let him slip away…. its my fault and i dont blame him.   ……but now he is dating her and that kills me…. because he was my one and only…

                                                     Id do anything just to be able  to                                                     call  you my friend again…. I miss you waffler…

   My times with you are priceless, I wouldnt change them for the world. We laugh together at things I never found funny before I met you. You helped shape me into the person I am today, and I thank you for that. A friend like you is one in a million and I guess I found that one. Thank you so much for being such a great friend to me. You are the best friend I have ever had, Not even distance can seperate us!

                                                           Love,

                                                                  Jessica Smith